Hello!
I've decided to make it a habit to blog.
If only I could... :)
Anyways, nothing much today.
Literature presentation is postponed to Monday! YAY.
English Composition is also postponed to Monday! YAY.
Literature paper is pushed forward to Monday! Yay.
The next doom day, MONDAY. : X
Today.
Had Physics and History test.
I didn't even know what the shit was EMF,
till the end of the test,
when I asked Miss Kang. OMG.
Think I'm going to fail Physics la!XD
History test, not that bad la.
the 'to what extent' question,
I forgot to write that the Indian convicts helped to build the
BRIDGES!! Argh.
Hais. DIE.
Had training later.
It was raining, thus we had a LECTURE.
We sat down on the floor, listening to out coach.
Lecturing us on Netball rules.XD
Hahas. Cool eh?
Then helped Miss Chew to put up so Funtasia posters.
Guess what, everyone was so happy that
I didn't have anything to do at all.
So in the end, I went home.
Gloria, I never dao you lor. I had to rush off,
because my dad was here le.
I'm still quite sad.
Have been crying in the bathroom.
That room have officially bcome Qinyi's crying place.
Whenever I enter the bathroom.
I'll think of all the unhappy things that had happened to me.
Everytime, I step in.
I never seem not to cry in there these few days.
hopefull, this spell would end pretty soon.
))):
I'm excited for tmrw.
Not Renegades' training.
But the Eng Soon's meeting!! YAY. :))
I miss you guys alot.
Alright.
It's time to get back to my realistic life,
of entertaining people.:)
I realised that...
I'm always the noisy one!!
I laugh the loudest and all.
But deep down in my heart, I'm the saddest. ):
Okay okay. Enough is enough.
Bye, people!
Do tag, kaes?
CRYING OVER THINGS THAT HAD HAPPENED.
YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING.
YET, YOU GAVE ME UP. ):
GUILTY-NESS, OR PEER PRESSURE. ):
BUT I'M REALLY UPSET OVER IT.
I'VE CRIED A THOUSAND RIVERS OVER IT. ):
You gave me
happiness, but you took it away with you,
when you leave me.
You gave me
security,but you took it away with you,
when you leave me.
You gave me the
care I needed, but you took it away with you,
when you leave me.
You gave me the
chance of being sweet, but you took it away with you,
when you leave me.
In fact, you took my world away, when you leave. ):
I'm sorry to hurt you, to make you feel cheated and all.
Maybe you really shouldn't had forgiven me, I'm not worth it. ):
I know I've lost the trust you had in me. ):
I guess you cant be bothered about me and my life anymore. ):
You thought that I was lying to you when I said I love you
but it's alright, as I've lost the trust you had in me.
You said you dont wanna hate me, as you love me too much.
When you said that, my tears rolled down my cheeks. ):
You said that te hurt in you will never go away.
I felt so guilty, I never thought it would had turned out that way. ):
I'm really sorry. ):
a big wide fake smile is stick onto my face! Take care, people. (: